Still day beneath the sun

That was a complete waste of time. This fucking "nightly internet" issue is grating on me. I tried for 30 minutes to get ANY sort of connectivity going, but it didnt work. So, here I am, in an attempt to show I care, going downstairs in order to log in. This is bullshit. I have no idea what this is talking about. Relevancy seems to elude, as always.

Meanwhile, I've had stomach issues for over a week. I'm going to see the doctor on monday. Its getting to the point where it's starting to affect me in undesirable ways. Yeah, it's getting bad. My diet hasn't changed that much recently, has it?

I know this is my first blog in a while. I've been out and about, mostly. A little of this, and a little of that. Today was a good day. Got up, washed the car, got rid of those I-vtec stickers on the Si, and went to practice. After the rehearsal, Me, Amanda, Jayson, and Em went to Applebees to get dinner. After that, we saw "I love you, man". It actually turned out to be a refreshing comedic flick. Not bad at all. Lots of quotable moments. That's what comedies are about, right? You can relive that same moment time and time again, and it's at least semi-personable, because you can relate with the people that have seen the movie.

Meanwhile, tomorrow, I should be waking up around 9 for church. I don't think the extra person is tagging along, so I should be able to get up, moving, and outta the house by 940. It sucks. Today, i just realized that I go to that church for very few good reasons. One of course, is my good friend Christina, whom is great company. I have realized that I need to start branching out within my church, but it is tough to start conversations with somebody, based on "how today's sermon was". Yeah, that's not a great beginning.... So, i think, starting tomorrow, I'll try to involve myself a bit more. Maybe attend the College level singles class. That's usually a good start.
Sorry this blog was on a sort of negative note. I guess the songs i've been listening to tonight kind of sort of mirror my thoughts. This excerpt should do the trick in conveying my feelings at this moment. Stupid clicker on the left hand computer "mouse". I hate you...!


Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
Halo of death, all I see is departure
Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr

Spirit painted sin
Embers neath my skin
Veiled in pale embrace
Reached and touched my face

Into the orchard I walk peering way past the gate
Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
(Release your grip, let me go, into the night)
Halo of death, All I see is departure
Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr


Lol. I guess thats why I like y'alls music so much now. All my shit is sad.
Thanks for being my anchor, guys.